need a kick up the backside !!

[swes001]

right ....so im not new to mm but cannot for the life of me remember my log in !!! with that in mind im clearly not new to dieting !! I really need help....im so torn between SW and WW at the min....im swaying twds ww i think as i suppose i can have the healthy days which are pretty much the same as SW???? Ive got so fat its depressing ..i feel lethargic all the time....i hate the way i look and my little girl (7) referred to me as her BFF ...but not her best friend forever i hasten to add .... a big fat fatty !!!! Well thats it the last straw!Im on holiday at the minute but need to get my head in gear for when im home. I dont really want to go to a class ...I have all the stuff from the last 10 years ....but feel this site may give me the motivation and the kick up the rear end that i need ........ so please help me xx x x