darkangel001
Full Member
I have been home less than a week now- and already for the last 3 days my parents have been telling how I should lose weight, stop eating etc... It's like everytime I eat anything- and I just eat my main meals.... thats it- sometimes take a 2nd portion if Im not full.
I was near my 1st stone award when I stopped my meetings- because I had exams and was revising- since then- Im sure I put on some weight- not sure how much- but Im planning to get back on track as soon as these exams are over- my consultant is aware of this.
I just find the comments at home really depressing- they are acting like Im not dieting at all and how they know better! Many of my friends have noticed my weight loss- when I came from uni lots of my trousers were looser... they are not starting to fit again...
Im so depressed- there is no way to do the diet properly here. I just dont know why Im bothering anymore
The attitude to my weight really upsets me- like Im really trying.
Yesterday we all went out- apparently what I wore was too revealing so they told me to wear something else. So I did- and then it was 'too fitting' and my dad told me to put on a cardigan! Because my top showed off my freaking boobs too much! For f*** sake- I was covered up to my neck- it was a plain knitted sweater FULL sleeved- and it showed nothing- even when I bent down- but apparently it showed my boobs being too freaking big!
Well what the hell am I meant to do shop then off???? Im never allowed to look nice- at Uni everyone always complement me on how nicely I dress- whereas at home my parents just find it repugnant- Im so depressed I feel like I might just give up on the whole thing
I was near my 1st stone award when I stopped my meetings- because I had exams and was revising- since then- Im sure I put on some weight- not sure how much- but Im planning to get back on track as soon as these exams are over- my consultant is aware of this.
I just find the comments at home really depressing- they are acting like Im not dieting at all and how they know better! Many of my friends have noticed my weight loss- when I came from uni lots of my trousers were looser... they are not starting to fit again...
Im so depressed- there is no way to do the diet properly here. I just dont know why Im bothering anymore
The attitude to my weight really upsets me- like Im really trying.
Yesterday we all went out- apparently what I wore was too revealing so they told me to wear something else. So I did- and then it was 'too fitting' and my dad told me to put on a cardigan! Because my top showed off my freaking boobs too much! For f*** sake- I was covered up to my neck- it was a plain knitted sweater FULL sleeved- and it showed nothing- even when I bent down- but apparently it showed my boobs being too freaking big!
Well what the hell am I meant to do shop then off???? Im never allowed to look nice- at Uni everyone always complement me on how nicely I dress- whereas at home my parents just find it repugnant- Im so depressed I feel like I might just give up on the whole thing