Hello all
I have lurked on this website for a while now and today I realise I really need to do something about my weight.
Gosh where do I start?
I lost my father about 8 mths ago and am just getting my head around it and trying to get my life back to some sort of normality.
I have put on a stone in those 8 mths which doesnt sound like much except I was nearly 20 stone when he passed away. This stone seems to have tipped my health over the edge and suddenly I am really feeling the ill effects of being this heavy. I really do feel like this weight is killing me slowly.
I have been bingeing badly, mostly in secret but I also have developed a bad habit of drinking wine and munchies at night time which I know has to stop asap before it becomes a bigger problem than it already is.
This crap eating and general bad health has my hormones all over the place and my husband and I have had some awful arguments. I know he is worried about me but is also frustrated at how things have gotten so bad. He is a great father and husband and we have been together for a long time and we have been through so much together but , I dont know , this feels like the final straw.
I know this post may come across as very depressing but I am actually feeling quite strong in that I am acknowledging where I am at and just want to move on.
So I guess my problem is that I have been using food as such an emotional crutch for a very long time, especially since my Dad passed away. I suppose I am wondering what is there to fill that void if not food?
I have currently in my cupboards, ww material, hoodia diet pills, prescription for reductil and an online subscription for Closer diets!! Good lord, what am I like!!
Well, I just wanted to make an initial post and say hello and introduce myself. Sorry for the warbling on ....
I have lurked on this website for a while now and today I realise I really need to do something about my weight.
Gosh where do I start?
I lost my father about 8 mths ago and am just getting my head around it and trying to get my life back to some sort of normality.
I have put on a stone in those 8 mths which doesnt sound like much except I was nearly 20 stone when he passed away. This stone seems to have tipped my health over the edge and suddenly I am really feeling the ill effects of being this heavy. I really do feel like this weight is killing me slowly.
I have been bingeing badly, mostly in secret but I also have developed a bad habit of drinking wine and munchies at night time which I know has to stop asap before it becomes a bigger problem than it already is.
This crap eating and general bad health has my hormones all over the place and my husband and I have had some awful arguments. I know he is worried about me but is also frustrated at how things have gotten so bad. He is a great father and husband and we have been together for a long time and we have been through so much together but , I dont know , this feels like the final straw.
I know this post may come across as very depressing but I am actually feeling quite strong in that I am acknowledging where I am at and just want to move on.
So I guess my problem is that I have been using food as such an emotional crutch for a very long time, especially since my Dad passed away. I suppose I am wondering what is there to fill that void if not food?
I have currently in my cupboards, ww material, hoodia diet pills, prescription for reductil and an online subscription for Closer diets!! Good lord, what am I like!!
Well, I just wanted to make an initial post and say hello and introduce myself. Sorry for the warbling on ....