cloudedskies
Full Member
Hello,
I haven't posted too often, but am in need to some understanding at support.
After losing a measly 6lb in a few weeks on CC a couple of months back, I've gained it back, plus 2 more. I'm heavier than I've ever been (Other than pregnant!) and I feel thoroughly rotten, I can't honestly remember feeling this miserable about myself ever.
I'm trying to start again now....so far so good today (But hey, its only 11am) but I have an unusual home life which seems to make this even more difficult for me. We live with my inlaws, have done for 4 years, but to cut a long story short, my mother in law has given up work recently, and we are having massive building work done to extend our house, so we are always together (Used to have separate living areas, but my new one is currently being built!) which is fine as get on very well, but she is a constant sabotage-r! And am I weak. I'm finding it so hard to feel motivated. Even now, I don't, despite being utterly miserable.
We are going to Disney Land, Florida, in April, so I have 6 months. And I would like to have lost 2 stone by then (I need to lose about 3 I think, in total) and I think that's do-able, but only if I knuckle down now. This will be the only time we go and I want to look back on the photos and smile, and see me with my 4 kids, not me taking all the pics, or hating the ones I am in.
Sorry to ramble on....I have no-one else at the moment.
I haven't posted too often, but am in need to some understanding at support.
After losing a measly 6lb in a few weeks on CC a couple of months back, I've gained it back, plus 2 more. I'm heavier than I've ever been (Other than pregnant!) and I feel thoroughly rotten, I can't honestly remember feeling this miserable about myself ever.
I'm trying to start again now....so far so good today (But hey, its only 11am) but I have an unusual home life which seems to make this even more difficult for me. We live with my inlaws, have done for 4 years, but to cut a long story short, my mother in law has given up work recently, and we are having massive building work done to extend our house, so we are always together (Used to have separate living areas, but my new one is currently being built!) which is fine as get on very well, but she is a constant sabotage-r! And am I weak. I'm finding it so hard to feel motivated. Even now, I don't, despite being utterly miserable.
We are going to Disney Land, Florida, in April, so I have 6 months. And I would like to have lost 2 stone by then (I need to lose about 3 I think, in total) and I think that's do-able, but only if I knuckle down now. This will be the only time we go and I want to look back on the photos and smile, and see me with my 4 kids, not me taking all the pics, or hating the ones I am in.
Sorry to ramble on....I have no-one else at the moment.