Hi, Im new round these parts..and im stressed out..
I used to do slimming world, id make soup every week, look forward to weigh ins, it was all going so well, i lost close to a stone.
Now i dont consider my self to be big (at my biggest i was a size 14) but according to my bmi I was over weight. so i lost it and felt better, sexier and more confident.
I stopped doing it after id lost the weight cos i felt i could stay around the same weight by being sencible... but obviously my sencible is a few packets of buscuits and a bacon sandwich for breakfast...
and now i feel rubbish again. so so so low.
ive just been looking at pictures from a night out with a friend recently and i look huge.
so basicly im having a rant because i know i need to start again. I just love naughty food too much..but i dont want to be embarrassed of how i look. i want my boyfriend to think im sexy and to fit in with my mates.
I really struggle cos my boyfriends one of those people... you know the ones who can eat anything and not put on weight so he trys to be supportive but his love of all things sinful creates temptation for me. I dont want to stop cooking with him though cos i love it and its a great part of our relationship..
i dont even know where im going with this rant.
appart from Hi, I need your support.
I currently live in sheffield, i went to a group at the cathedral but it wasnt great... any idea of where i can go any join again..
help me please?!
:cry:
I used to do slimming world, id make soup every week, look forward to weigh ins, it was all going so well, i lost close to a stone.
Now i dont consider my self to be big (at my biggest i was a size 14) but according to my bmi I was over weight. so i lost it and felt better, sexier and more confident.
I stopped doing it after id lost the weight cos i felt i could stay around the same weight by being sencible... but obviously my sencible is a few packets of buscuits and a bacon sandwich for breakfast...
and now i feel rubbish again. so so so low.
ive just been looking at pictures from a night out with a friend recently and i look huge.
so basicly im having a rant because i know i need to start again. I just love naughty food too much..but i dont want to be embarrassed of how i look. i want my boyfriend to think im sexy and to fit in with my mates.
I really struggle cos my boyfriends one of those people... you know the ones who can eat anything and not put on weight so he trys to be supportive but his love of all things sinful creates temptation for me. I dont want to stop cooking with him though cos i love it and its a great part of our relationship..
i dont even know where im going with this rant.
appart from Hi, I need your support.
I currently live in sheffield, i went to a group at the cathedral but it wasnt great... any idea of where i can go any join again..
help me please?!
:cry: