The Growl of Gizmo

[JustForMe]

Well i did have another one of these but it got lost in translation somewhere....

Little bit of back ground info...

Im Kelly hate that name so by ex-ish oh turned it into kels and i liked it so it stuck. Im currently in my 20's feel 20 sometimes wish i was still 16.

I have struggled with my weight for the last few years, pilled it all on cos if depression and ye old comfort eating and now its time to sort myself out.

Started at 234lbs but have lose 40.4lbs on celeb slim and lipotrim, was a stone more but have put that back on due to over whelming urge to just binge and the inner honey monster inside me

I have a tendency to babble and talk to much so this diary is a perfect way for me to gas on and on about all the crap and good things in my life... and the diet too i suppose.

My ideal is to get to 10.6 stone but im doing it in bits. i weighed 193.5lbs this morning and my first target is 12 stone, just under 28lbs to go...

Dietwise, im been sensible whilst deciding what to actually do.

Im wishing myself luck...but if anyoene else wants to keep their fingers and toes crossed for me i dont mind

 

[JustForMe]

Each day im doing a song of inspiration...this is mine for today

one of my favourite songs. the first gig me and my ex-ish oh went too so has some fabby memories. plus they lead singer is a hottie when hes all hot and sweaty

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[JustForMe]

current weigh 190.5 ....3lb loss

song of the day

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by no means have i been good. im doing five days of shakes before i see my lovely ex-ish OH!

makes no sense but im talking to myself