Lottie12
Silver Member
Just a little wave bye-bye to all on Minimins.
Since September 2011 when I joined Minimins I have seen so many names drop from the screen without a word and have often wondered where they went and how they are.
I dont post regularly or subscribe to very much on Minimins yet I have really enjoyed being the quiet one at the back and following threads and nodding in agreement or laughing outloud to the many and varied topics on here. I have learned so much from you all and take comfort from the fact you share my pain.
I would love to say "I'm at goal" or " I like the way I look now". Sadly neither are true. I have, however, lost two stones with sw and feel so much better about myself. For the last two months I have really struggled and tried swiching to ww and atkins and managed one day on a vlcd. Inbetween times I binged.
Yesterday something in me shifted and said " enough" . I stopped dieting and started eating. It felt good. So good I want to feel that again today and tomorrow. I cant look any further forward than that as my blueprint for a healthy relationship with food and my body doesnt exist.
My prediction for myself is a bleak one. I have always regained any weight lost and I have no reason to believe this time will be any different. I would love this to be an untruth.
I will most likely be on the diet train again. I dont know when but I am comforted by the fact that you will (hopefully) be here when I predictably feel ready to return.
I wish each and every one of you every success and hope you reach your goals.
What I'm trying to say is I think you are all just great. and as they say here in Brum, tara a bit
Love Jilly
Since September 2011 when I joined Minimins I have seen so many names drop from the screen without a word and have often wondered where they went and how they are.
I dont post regularly or subscribe to very much on Minimins yet I have really enjoyed being the quiet one at the back and following threads and nodding in agreement or laughing outloud to the many and varied topics on here. I have learned so much from you all and take comfort from the fact you share my pain.
I would love to say "I'm at goal" or " I like the way I look now". Sadly neither are true. I have, however, lost two stones with sw and feel so much better about myself. For the last two months I have really struggled and tried swiching to ww and atkins and managed one day on a vlcd. Inbetween times I binged.
Yesterday something in me shifted and said " enough" . I stopped dieting and started eating. It felt good. So good I want to feel that again today and tomorrow. I cant look any further forward than that as my blueprint for a healthy relationship with food and my body doesnt exist.
My prediction for myself is a bleak one. I have always regained any weight lost and I have no reason to believe this time will be any different. I would love this to be an untruth.
I will most likely be on the diet train again. I dont know when but I am comforted by the fact that you will (hopefully) be here when I predictably feel ready to return.
I wish each and every one of you every success and hope you reach your goals.
What I'm trying to say is I think you are all just great. and as they say here in Brum, tara a bit
Love Jilly
