cherrygem
Silver Member
i'm 26 i dont go out or have fun anymore because i'm gone soo fat, i joined gyms done diets and by the second week stop because i will not allow myself suceed, i dont know why i do this because i hate not going out or being confident or go swimming with my son
two weeks i got my lipotrim stuff and failed twice to start so everyday i let myself starve all day and then pig out majorly promising myself and my boyfriend i'd start tomorrow but alas i have not started!
so this morning at six in the morning my boyfriend before work locked all the doors leading to the kitchen so i can not cheat today! whle i think thats amazing and i know i need it and i did tell him its what i want, i cannot understand how at 26 i hate myself enough to make myself this miserable???
two weeks i got my lipotrim stuff and failed twice to start so everyday i let myself starve all day and then pig out majorly promising myself and my boyfriend i'd start tomorrow but alas i have not started!
so this morning at six in the morning my boyfriend before work locked all the doors leading to the kitchen so i can not cheat today! whle i think thats amazing and i know i need it and i did tell him its what i want, i cannot understand how at 26 i hate myself enough to make myself this miserable???