blue_grapefruit
Gold Member
A bit of therapy - get your thoughts out people! Say goodbye to your fat self.
Dear fat me,
I hate the way you control me. I can't wear what I want, I can't feel how I should, and more than anything I am ashamed of you.
I don't know why we met and how we got here, I just remember the milestones on the journey that I can't wait to visit on the way back down. 11st 2 for example - I remember laughing and having a wonderful time on one occasion at that weight.
All this is my fault, but the moods you allowed me to feel has made this friendship sour, so I'm going to have to say farewell. I'm not going to lie, there have been good times. The "glow" that appears after a binge really does feel like a cuddle, but it is a cheat. It fades and is quickly replaces with a darkness.
I'm deleting your number and I won't reply to you any more. No more silly games and NO you won't catch me out. Please leave me because you are destroying everything I like about myself. My happy place doesn't involve you.
Strangely I will miss you, and I'm sure I will think about you often. Still, I have made my choice and these words are the last contact we will have.
So long, and farewell.
The new Leah xxx
Dear fat me,
I hate the way you control me. I can't wear what I want, I can't feel how I should, and more than anything I am ashamed of you.
I don't know why we met and how we got here, I just remember the milestones on the journey that I can't wait to visit on the way back down. 11st 2 for example - I remember laughing and having a wonderful time on one occasion at that weight.
All this is my fault, but the moods you allowed me to feel has made this friendship sour, so I'm going to have to say farewell. I'm not going to lie, there have been good times. The "glow" that appears after a binge really does feel like a cuddle, but it is a cheat. It fades and is quickly replaces with a darkness.
I'm deleting your number and I won't reply to you any more. No more silly games and NO you won't catch me out. Please leave me because you are destroying everything I like about myself. My happy place doesn't involve you.
Strangely I will miss you, and I'm sure I will think about you often. Still, I have made my choice and these words are the last contact we will have.
So long, and farewell.
The new Leah xxx