Hi, tomorrow I'm starting my Lighterlife journey. I've been here before, I've succeeded in losing the weight twice before but for various reasons am back in that big, feeling sorry for myself place yet again! I need to focus on me, I know this, and must look forward. I'm fed up not wanting to go out, feeling tired, not wanting to go on holiday for fear of the swimming costume or worse still pictures of the big me. So I'm not going to use food as my friend or treat or solace, I'm not going to let others sabotage me - so tomorrow is the first step to the real me.