Broadstairsgirl
Full Member
I'm having a bad day today. I got some clothes that haven't fitted me for a couple of years out to try on today and found that they do and now I feel a bit weird.
I don't feel thin enough to get into them and I'm almost regretting the fact that i'll have to ebay them! It's made me wonder if I really want to be a size 14 rather than a size 18. I know logically that I will be able to wear much nicer things then but it's almost as if part of my brain is trying to sabotage me.
Am I a freak to be scared of being thinner?
I don't feel thin enough to get into them and I'm almost regretting the fact that i'll have to ebay them! It's made me wonder if I really want to be a size 14 rather than a size 18. I know logically that I will be able to wear much nicer things then but it's almost as if part of my brain is trying to sabotage me.
Am I a freak to be scared of being thinner?