I've not been addicted to drugs but I can relate to the addiction thing as when I was sat in hospital for 2 months I became stuck on white chocolate and yes it's not quite the same but I do find it's everywhere I go and work!! Well done u for getting clean, that is an amazing achievement on it's own and u should be very proud so don't beat yourself up about a few extra pounds u have done the hardest journey so I'd suggest joining sw and not only will u get a great support unit u will meet lots of like minded people. I have as I need to shift some baby weight to be a yummy mummy for my 1 yr old. Good luck