Thank you x I have been thinking the same, there is no way I want to eat like I was before again. Before my weight gain in last couple of years, i used to eat really healthy, exercise enough to have a few glasses of wine during the week and make some gorgeous food....life changes made me stop and the pounds piled on. That's how I want to be again eventually!!!! Like you say, this is bloody hard work and silly to ruin it all at goal weight by going back to our old bad habits x x