StripedDaisy
A sucker for a key change
Hi all,
I have been thinking about when I finally get my Club 10 (hopefully in the next couple of weeks) and I am starting to dread it. I don't want it to be announced by my C as I don't like to advertise how much I weigh (apart from on here of course) I find when she announces others, she also says how much weight they have lost ! I don't mind people knowing how much I have lost, but I can't help but do a little mental arithmetic when she annouces a club 10 and I pretty much work out how much people weighed when they joined (I know it is none of my business and I am certainly not judging anyone). I can't help but do it and I don't want to sound wierd but everything I think about is linked to numbers (even down to remembering peoples names by how many letters (I know I am a freak lol)). I think it is part of being dyslexic and constantly working things out in my tiny mind. When I went to Uni, my revision was always based on numbers too. Anyway, enough about my wierdness!!
As my C doesn't do the WI and I work on the shop bit until the class starts, it won't be easy to tell her to keep it quiet. I could send her an email or text, but that would rely on her remembering and I don't want to tempt fate by asking her to keep it to herself. Plus as the class is quite small, people tend to notice someone filling in the form for head office.
I know I am worrying over nothing and being a little paranoid, but it is actually starting to drive me round the bend!!
Hopefully someone will understand where I am coming from....
(I am embarrassed to even post this btw)
I have been thinking about when I finally get my Club 10 (hopefully in the next couple of weeks) and I am starting to dread it. I don't want it to be announced by my C as I don't like to advertise how much I weigh (apart from on here of course) I find when she announces others, she also says how much weight they have lost ! I don't mind people knowing how much I have lost, but I can't help but do a little mental arithmetic when she annouces a club 10 and I pretty much work out how much people weighed when they joined (I know it is none of my business and I am certainly not judging anyone). I can't help but do it and I don't want to sound wierd but everything I think about is linked to numbers (even down to remembering peoples names by how many letters (I know I am a freak lol)). I think it is part of being dyslexic and constantly working things out in my tiny mind. When I went to Uni, my revision was always based on numbers too. Anyway, enough about my wierdness!!
As my C doesn't do the WI and I work on the shop bit until the class starts, it won't be easy to tell her to keep it quiet. I could send her an email or text, but that would rely on her remembering and I don't want to tempt fate by asking her to keep it to herself. Plus as the class is quite small, people tend to notice someone filling in the form for head office.
I know I am worrying over nothing and being a little paranoid, but it is actually starting to drive me round the bend!!
Hopefully someone will understand where I am coming from....
(I am embarrassed to even post this btw)