So after being thoroughly depressed and fed up not wanting another fat summer unfortunately that is what I'm going to get. However I am committing the rest of the year to slimming world. I'm just over 16 and a half stone at present and go away in aug. I'm hoping to have two stone off by then but I'm now in this for the long haul. I could sit here and say I've always been fat and yes Ive been on a diet for the last twenty years but now I look at those photos of me at 18 and think bloody hell I was hot what was I worrying about. I realised that I'm going to waste my life on a diet and will die on a diet if I don't change and I feel the lightbulb has turned on. I'm starting in the morning as I'm already out for a meal which has been pre arranged but then that is it here is the line __________________________ the past twenty years has been drawn under it's the end. Onward and upwards !