K9KT
Full Member
I just wanted to post to see if there is anyone that can relate to me, i have got to target and now trying to maintain, but I seem to either be on plan or off. I can't seem to flexi-syn I just have a day or two off. I love being off plan, I love just eating what I want and not thinking about it and having a pig out (although my belly doesn't thank me for it) and then I'll get right back on plan and lose what I've put on the last couple of days. I am trying not to just have a random day off because i feel like it, ill try and keep it to certain things, like it was my little boys birthday this weekend or my hubby and i have a day to ourselves every fortnight, The thing is I do eat what I want- I mean when off I do go a bit mad but it makes me want to get back on plan as I start to feel rubbish but like I said at the time I really enjoy eating the stuff that is forbidden- mainly white bread! Lol! No matter how much I try I seem to just either be strict or off, just wondered if there was anyone else out there that does this? I feel im not normal and wish I could have maybe a bigger treat than normal and that's it rather than going mad x sorry for rambling lol x