Arghhhhhhhhhh What is wrong with me. I'm good all week, and then the weekend comes, and I'm a one woman eating machine!
It's TOTM so that has made it worse, but it's no excuse. On my defence though, I didn't eat anywhere near as badly as I normally would, so I suppose that is a good thing.
I'm back on the plan today, and more determind than ever. H2B has agreed to come jogging/walking with me. He is a fitness freak, so hopefully some of his enthusiasm will wipe off on me.
I've got a wedding Mid May, and have bought a size 14 dress, which is too tight at the moment, so I would love to be able to wear that to the wedding and feel comfortable.
Aren't the shops really depressing this time of year! I went into clothes shops last week, and just felt awful. I want to buy summer clothes, but I certainly don't want to buy big sizes! All the summer clothes are for skinny minis. I also want to lose weight, so that by the time the summer clothes are on sale, I can buy them for my honeymoon!
My colleagues have just informed me that I am very black today. I hadn't noticed, but yes indeed, I am wearing black boots, black trousers and a black top. I didn't mention to them that I am also wearing black underwear and black socks!!! Maybe my black clothes are a reflection on how I feel about my body.
Does anybody else hate it when their partner touches them? I obviously don't hate him, I just feel so fat when he touches me, and feel that if he touches me, he'll feel how fat I am!
Anyway, that's enough rambling for now.
xx