Okay... so that might be a bit drastic but not far from the truth. DH and I had another 'discussion' last night about how I'm not the person I was... he said the person he fell in love with wasn't obsessed with clothes and always looking in the mirror. How I seem to be getting dressed up all the time and making an effort and it wasn't for him. He thinks there's someone else... that I'm trying to impress.
Does anyone understand what he means... the thing is I agree with him on most counts... yes I do seem pre-occupied with finding clothes that fit me, yes I'm always looking in the mirror to check if I look okay, because I don't recognise the person looking back at me. I have no idea what style of clothes suit me or don't. I am so different. (i've lost 6 stone and have 1 more to go).
He says he doesn't like me skinny! I am by no means skinny - still BMI 26.
There isn't anyone else, I love him and our little boy so much.. but I am different - the problem is I am who I always wanted to be now - I just never thought that he wouldn't like me for it.
Does anyone understand what he means... the thing is I agree with him on most counts... yes I do seem pre-occupied with finding clothes that fit me, yes I'm always looking in the mirror to check if I look okay, because I don't recognise the person looking back at me. I have no idea what style of clothes suit me or don't. I am so different. (i've lost 6 stone and have 1 more to go).
He says he doesn't like me skinny! I am by no means skinny - still BMI 26.
There isn't anyone else, I love him and our little boy so much.. but I am different - the problem is I am who I always wanted to be now - I just never thought that he wouldn't like me for it.