Yes - I think you're both right.... I feel motivated BUT think I would be totally transifxed with that 1st off under by belt just to ensure that the drive continues.
I am excited about not being a person who'd rather stay in constantly so that I can eat at night and during the weekend. I want to want to go out, I want to want to buy clothes, I want to want to do exercise - rather than just choosing the option of carrying on in the insular world I am in comforting myself with food...