Tonight in group one lady came up to me at the end and told me I inspired here. I'm so privileged that she told me that but at the same time I feel like a complete fraud.
Most of you on here probably know my story but for those of you who don't....... I joined sw in April last year and lost a stone in the first 3 months. I then started slowly putting back on 0.5 here, 1.5 there (although still going to group) and by Christmas I had put on the stone and 3.5 extra pounds.
When I put my mind to it I lose really well but I struggle to maintain the momentum for more than a few weeks and always have a few weeks lacking in mojo.
When this lady said to me tonight that I was an inspiration to her I very quickly jumped in to explain that I shouldn't be because....... (my journey is no secret to my group and this lady has been going about the same time that I have).
I came home and cried to be honest because I feel like I don't deserve to be called an inspiration. I'm going to try to use the experience to inspire me (in a weird kinda way) coz I want people to be inspired by me but for all the right reasons and not just coz, now and then, when I put my mind to it, I can lose 2-4lbs in a week.
The said thing is that, on my consultants handheld I've only lost 4.5lbs in 12 months so that's not inspirational but I want that to change starting now. I set myself a challenge for April to lose 15lbs (which means being focussed 100%) and lost 2 this week so I'm 1lb behind so far (I have 5 weigh ins in April). I just need something to keep reminding me of what the lady said tonight and keep me motivated.
Sorry for the ranty message but I really needed to get it off my chest as I feel so down and fake after what's happened.
Most of you on here probably know my story but for those of you who don't....... I joined sw in April last year and lost a stone in the first 3 months. I then started slowly putting back on 0.5 here, 1.5 there (although still going to group) and by Christmas I had put on the stone and 3.5 extra pounds.
When I put my mind to it I lose really well but I struggle to maintain the momentum for more than a few weeks and always have a few weeks lacking in mojo.
When this lady said to me tonight that I was an inspiration to her I very quickly jumped in to explain that I shouldn't be because....... (my journey is no secret to my group and this lady has been going about the same time that I have).
I came home and cried to be honest because I feel like I don't deserve to be called an inspiration. I'm going to try to use the experience to inspire me (in a weird kinda way) coz I want people to be inspired by me but for all the right reasons and not just coz, now and then, when I put my mind to it, I can lose 2-4lbs in a week.
The said thing is that, on my consultants handheld I've only lost 4.5lbs in 12 months so that's not inspirational but I want that to change starting now. I set myself a challenge for April to lose 15lbs (which means being focussed 100%) and lost 2 this week so I'm 1lb behind so far (I have 5 weigh ins in April). I just need something to keep reminding me of what the lady said tonight and keep me motivated.
Sorry for the ranty message but I really needed to get it off my chest as I feel so down and fake after what's happened.