Zoe.D
loving life
I don't quite know how to explain how I am feeling but will try, so excuse my spluttered and long explanation.
I am feeling very overwhelmed at the moment with the reality of the fact that I have actually done what I have been dreaming of doing for so long. I have lost nearly all of my weight after being so big for nearly 10 years and I can't quite get my head round all of a sudden getting my life and body back. I have dreamt of being slim again for so long and it's not something I thought would ever actually become a reality and now it has I feel overwhelmed. It's a mixture of elation and sadness. Elated because it's a dream come true and sad for looking back at all the lost years and feeling so miserable about myself for so long. It's almost like someone has just told me I am cured of some terrible disease and given me back my life.
For the first time this afternoon after watching a weight loss story on tv, it finally hit me, I am no longer in that sad, unhappy place anymore and I couldn't stop crying with relief but sadness at the same time. I am so confused and was wondering if anybody has felt this way too?
Losing nearly 9 1/2 stone is a life changing event which has happened so quickly for me and I want to run around screaming I did it I did it but feel like there is no one that can understand how I am feeling. All my family are extremely proud and I have had lots of recognition for my achievement but I cannot understand this emotion I am feeling at the moment. I am almost thinking I shouldn't post this as you lot may think I am bonkers. I am so very very happy but feel sad at the same time?
I am feeling very overwhelmed at the moment with the reality of the fact that I have actually done what I have been dreaming of doing for so long. I have lost nearly all of my weight after being so big for nearly 10 years and I can't quite get my head round all of a sudden getting my life and body back. I have dreamt of being slim again for so long and it's not something I thought would ever actually become a reality and now it has I feel overwhelmed. It's a mixture of elation and sadness. Elated because it's a dream come true and sad for looking back at all the lost years and feeling so miserable about myself for so long. It's almost like someone has just told me I am cured of some terrible disease and given me back my life.
For the first time this afternoon after watching a weight loss story on tv, it finally hit me, I am no longer in that sad, unhappy place anymore and I couldn't stop crying with relief but sadness at the same time. I am so confused and was wondering if anybody has felt this way too?
Losing nearly 9 1/2 stone is a life changing event which has happened so quickly for me and I want to run around screaming I did it I did it but feel like there is no one that can understand how I am feeling. All my family are extremely proud and I have had lots of recognition for my achievement but I cannot understand this emotion I am feeling at the moment. I am almost thinking I shouldn't post this as you lot may think I am bonkers. I am so very very happy but feel sad at the same time?