No no, its not with my OH, although i can see where you got that from, where strong as a rock, no problem there.
Its my job, my career path and what the future could hold in either one. One is long and difficult, unrewarding and wouldnt be suitable when i start my own family, but i love the actual practical side of it, and the other is a safe, rewarding and enjoyable job, but money isnt that great but would be better long term and in the future, but means stepping away from what iv worked so hard to gain at the mo.
thats a bit rambely, makes no sence! lol
one is logical & will still be enjoyable, and the other is deep down what i love, but i dont love what it comes with.