Greeneyes will PERSEVERE.........
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Greeneyes11
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Yay, got through yesterday 100%, although was thinking again of eating healthily instead of CDing, this is my downfall every week and I am not falling for it again...... so today onwards and upwards, I have a headache and feel really tired... although I dont really get into ketosis maybe this is the start of the mild ketosis that I do hit, lets hope the hunger stops then as I have been getting hungrier and hungrier as the week has progressed.....
Katycakes
Stubborn tortoise
Good for you hun saying no to the 'voices of reason' they can be my downfall too... but you chose to stick to plan, go Greeneyes! I never quite get the euphoric kind of K some people get either, just the ikky breath and early waking bits! Wasn't hungry yesterday but today I am... have just made some mousse from a cappucino pack purely as a tactic to stop me eating until 3 or so, when it will have set!
Keep on GE you are doing great.
xxx
Keep on GE you are doing great.
xxx
Chelsea Lou
Gold Member
Ditto what Katy has said Greeneyes, you have done well to nip the negativity about CD in the bud. I convince myself every time I restart that I could and should count 1,000 calories a day and that I will lose weight that way but I know it doesnt work for me. 1,000 calories turns into all kinds of junk and 3,000+. Food has to be taken away for a while. Feeling clothes getting looser by the day is keeping me motivated. Just look at that gorgeous girl in your "to this..." photo. So motivational, that is the person you were meant to be. Go get her!!! xxxx
Greeneyes11
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My little boy didn't wake up until after midday, he had been awake briefly before school this morning, but not enough to get up for breakfast or anything. He says he feels much better and doesn't want any medicine today, he just seems so pale and tired, I guess this is a combination of not eating and still not being totally right. I think whilst he is sleeping his body is getting better, so I just leave him to it. When he woke he wanted fruit, he had 4 clementines, an apple and 2 yellow plums.... why can I not crave something like that..... grrrrrr
Chelsea Lou
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Hi Greeneyes, Katy used the word awesome in Dreamingmaid's diary earlier and DM changed her diary title implementing the word awesome, it seems to have changed DM's focus a little.
I hope you don't mind me suggesting this, its cos I care, your diary again and again and again, makes you sound defeated before you have even started. Perhaps you could change it to something more positive, which will make you feel more positive and determined. You totally changed yourself in 2009 and we all want you to achieve that again. Your posts were always so full of happiness regarding your achievements.
Please ignore me if you think I am out of line.
Hugs xxx
I hope you don't mind me suggesting this, its cos I care, your diary again and again and again, makes you sound defeated before you have even started. Perhaps you could change it to something more positive, which will make you feel more positive and determined. You totally changed yourself in 2009 and we all want you to achieve that again. Your posts were always so full of happiness regarding your achievements.
Please ignore me if you think I am out of line.
Hugs xxx
Hey GE 
I hope this week has gone well for you x
I hope this week has gone well for you x
Greeneyes11
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I actually called it that because I was determined to start again and again and again until I had it sussed and got to goal, but I can see where the negativity bit comes in, so I have changed my title today....... will change it as the mood takes me.... ha ha. No more restarts tho, this is it, its now or never for me this time.
Well I woke up this morning feeling positive, I felt good (although tired) and even tried a pair of 14 jeans on which I can get up and do up but they give me the most awful muffin top which would probably kill me before the day was out, so next Friday I will try them on again. DH also bought me some La Senza underwear for Christmas which fitted okay, but I have made a pact to myself not to wear it again until I get to 12 stone which hopefully will also be within the week if things go according to plan. Got on the scales this morning and weighed 12 stone 4lb, my CDC will be so shocked on Monday as I cancelled my appointment last Monday as I had done so bad but she thinks I am doing my own kind of diet supplemented by CD but really I will have been 7 days 100%...... woohoo!!! (Except I have had bars when I am not really allowed them for 2 weeks)....
So hoping for a good day even though Friday and my 5th day is normally a bad one where my willpower goes, I will not give in.......
LellyCD
Trying to stay healthy!
Morning GE, love the new title!! fabulous!
aww your poor son, hope he feels better soon!
I always used to wear DM's until i had kids and my feet grew a size, was gutted they never fitted me after that, didn't buy anymore but i love a good boot! Not a heely person unless absolutely necessary.
Hope you have a fantastico Friday hunny
xx
aww your poor son, hope he feels better soon!
I always used to wear DM's until i had kids and my feet grew a size, was gutted they never fitted me after that, didn't buy anymore but i love a good boot! Not a heely person unless absolutely necessary.
Hope you have a fantastico Friday hunny
xx
Katycakes
Stubborn tortoise
Morning Greeneyes, thinking of you today... you have been BRILLIANT so I know you can be 100% today... day 5... don't give it any power over you hun, you are calling the shots! Get today sorted and you can look forward to a lovely weekend, just cancel those takeaways and change the traditions around a bit so they fit in with what you are doing. The family will adapt, and it's not for long after all! Think of those jeans and that gorgeous underwear... sigh.
Big hug for coming so far, and remember to keep posting if the going gets tough today... but i have a good feeling about it!
xxx
Big hug for coming so far, and remember to keep posting if the going gets tough today... but i have a good feeling about it!
xxx
Chelsea Lou
Gold Member
Aw bless you. Good idea about changing your title to constantly reflect what is happening.
You are doing fab and if day 5 is tricky for you, then we are all here.
I'm all for shocking CDCs as well. Have a great day honey. xxx
Greeneyes11
Gold Member
Day 5 100% and not even a struggle. Well actually struggled to eat all 3 packs. Just forgot to eat. Maybe this time I have actually hit the big K. Tomorrow have a whole day training for emergency first aid. Should keep my mind off food.
