Hello! I don't think your English is bad at all - I definitely could not write in any other language apart from my own as well as you do!
I just found my way back to this forum a few days ago as I have joined weight watchers online, and thought it would be easier with some support! It definitely seems very friendly here!
Hey! Welcome to the forum. I wish you goodluck and hope you meet some awesome people on here. I'm sure you will. Dutch girls are pretty motivated, from what I've witnessed anyway. I'm sure you'll do great on your journey. =]