soontobeslim2009
Full Member
Well lady's, I need lots of help. I have been back on sw since January and have lost a grand total of 2 pound, yes that’s right 2 pound. I just haven’t been doing it properly with one thing and another at home I just couldn’t seem to get my head round it properly and would just keep saying to myself "oh well I will be 100% tomorrow" only tomorrow never came. I am now so down about the way I look that I no longer feel like going out. I had a wedding reception to go to on sat night but I canceled it. It’s not just my weight I am unhappy with its my hair, face, boobs everything I just hate it all. I have been to the doctors today just for a chat as I feel I am getting depressed and today is the day to try and turn my life around. I have my wi tonight but think it may be a slight gain, but have decided to put all that behind me and pretend that today is my first day. I really need to do it this time I hate feeling like this, and I also want to be able to run in the park with my little boy who is now 17 months. I need to do it for me and my health, yes please let this be it this time, I so want to go out and shine.
I’m sorry for the long post, my new decision is to write down how I am feeling and hopefully that will help me to get through.
Thanks for listening everyone xxxx
I’m sorry for the long post, my new decision is to write down how I am feeling and hopefully that will help me to get through.
Thanks for listening everyone xxxx