I've been totally stressing about my exam on Friday so today I decided to stop revising at 4pm, have tea at 5pm and then go back with a fresh mind at 6pm. But then 6pm came.. and I started looking for excuses not to revise. So I had a drifter. Forced myself to go and study and hit a topic I've always struggled to understand. So I went down to make a cup of tea and started thinking about how close the exam is and how little I've done. Then it began. I had another drifter, two bourbon biscuits (i dont even like them!!), 2 packs of walkers baked, a time out and then I got out the tub of ice cream and just started eating it out of the tub. Then I saw my dad pulling into the driveway and I had to stop. Quickly tried to cover my tracks and went back upstairs.. i just feel like I've wasted today. The whole day of trying my hardest not to hit the biscuit tin is wasted