Here I go again on my own....going down the only road ive ever known..

[Delli]

Well here i go again. have an appointment booked with my brill CDC on saturday. have felt the need for it growing inside me, basically it feels like a hot bubbling cauldron of resentment of my own body and what ive done to it. tried ignoring it for a while and getting myself settled in my new job, but it aint working. not going to beat myself up about it, ive brought myself back to this point and i know what i have to do to get back to where i wanna be, and hopefully even further.

i know the title of this will annoy some of my amazing friends on here, as im not alone in this journey, but ultimately i AM on my own, in that only i can do this for myself. the support definetly is a deciding factor, but all i have to do is not turn on my lappy and open the biscuit jar and im on my own again. know im rambling a bit, hope i havent bored anyone, i just wanted to write it down for myself.

anyway the bottom line is ive an appointment on saturday but i have one choc tetra left which i will take on sat morn, so saturday will be day one. BRING IT ON, COS IM FIGHTING FIT AND READY! AND I WILL DO THIS!

 

[blue_grapefruit]

I'm glad you made a decision hun. Behind you all the way.

Love you lots, SEE YOU IN 2 WEEKS (hopefully )
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

 

[missymoo]

Hi guys, (hope you remember me?)

Im back on the wagon too after getting the all clear a couple of weeks ago following my arm surgery. I have gained some of the weight I lost last year simply from eating very badly and having limited exercise/activity while healing over the past 4 months. I Started on Wednesday on the ss+ plan and so far so good.

Delli everything you have written up there is exactly as I would have put it especially

"feels like a hot bubbling cauldron of resentment of my own body and what ive done to it. Ive brought myself back to this point and I know what I have to do to get back to where I wanna be, and hopefully even further"

Roll on target weight, better eating habits and feeling happier in our skins and minds.

xxx

 

[amethyst]

good luck to you both, you know you can do it

 

[susan70]

good luck to you both.xx

 

[Penpen]

Just wanted to wish you luck Delli, it's these lightbulb moments that really spur you on though. I also felt disgusted with myself at the beginning of this journey and it's not a nice feeling.

You can do this and you will feel great in no time, no doubt!!!!

 

[flirty40greeneyes]

(((Delli))) I'm back on track hun ... after on/off/on/off for tooooo long. Half a stone down now and feeling so much better for it.

You have our support - plus a wonderful CDC (creep and crawl there!!) go for it!!!

 

[Camilla]

Very best wishes! X

 

[Delli]

thanks everyone!