Cherry Plum
One day at a time
Hi to all you restarters,
I have been off & on food packs for the last few months, I did the rtm just before xmas last year & got to goal weight.
Then I had two holidays in the space of six months, husband was made redundant, I fell out with my mother and we are still not talking, I was looking after 7 kids at one point (I am a foster carer!), I was also working double shifts, I think it all took its toll on my body, something had to give & it was my weight. I have put on about 4 stone in less than a year. Although I am still two stone lighter than when I started LL last year, so thats something I guess.
Now I have had enough, I want to be slim again, I want to feel good about myself in size 12 clothes & not have to wear size 16's, I feel horrible and depressed when I look in the mirror, I feel I've let myself down.
There are so many reasons for losing weight, but none for carrying on the way I have been doing apart from that I love food and hate being deprived.
I think I need to refocus, read my green books, get back to class and keep coming on mini mins for support.
So guys look forward to chatting to you all.
I have been off & on food packs for the last few months, I did the rtm just before xmas last year & got to goal weight.
Then I had two holidays in the space of six months, husband was made redundant, I fell out with my mother and we are still not talking, I was looking after 7 kids at one point (I am a foster carer!), I was also working double shifts, I think it all took its toll on my body, something had to give & it was my weight. I have put on about 4 stone in less than a year. Although I am still two stone lighter than when I started LL last year, so thats something I guess.
Now I have had enough, I want to be slim again, I want to feel good about myself in size 12 clothes & not have to wear size 16's, I feel horrible and depressed when I look in the mirror, I feel I've let myself down.
There are so many reasons for losing weight, but none for carrying on the way I have been doing apart from that I love food and hate being deprived.
I think I need to refocus, read my green books, get back to class and keep coming on mini mins for support.
So guys look forward to chatting to you all.