You rabbit on all you like on here Libbie. I can identify with all you say. Now, I wish I did have some "before" photos, but can only find 2 or 3 as, like you, I avoided the camera. I'm glad now that LL Counsellor insisted on taking photos.
I never liked looking at myself naked before, and I still don't - different reasons now, but still the same effect! I don't mind looking at myself in a mirror, clothed, though now, so that's something.
Ann xxx