b_44
Silver Member
Hello. Most if the time, I enjoy doing slimming works and in some ways, I think it's very easy but in other ways hard. I do feel like it rules my life a bit. For example , this evening I wanted to go out for a drink (or 2!) but I felt like I couldn't because I had already had my syns for today, and I use all 15 daily (reducing syns to make up for higher syn days leads me to feeling deprived). I feel like I can't look forward to things because of it, such as going out for a meal because I don't want to be sat there with a jacket potato and grilled chicken while everyone else has burger and chips! I I know I could just have a night off, flexi syn etc but this has led to me binging in the past and having a 'Sod it' attitude for the day, perhaps even the week. I know this is a bad habit and that I need to work on it but I do find it really difficult not to let it rule my life and affect how I see things.
Anyone else feel the same?
Anyone else feel the same?