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Its confession time - its out in the open and today is a new day and I WILL be posting in the 100% thread! Its not been a good weekend
It started out lovely, had had a good few days from starting and then had an argument with him indoors so went to London for the day to see the family... got hungry and unprepared so had some chicken and fairy cake. not too bad I thought. Should have known from before that this leads to disaster.. yesterday was absolute HELL, despite me knowing it was wrong and feeling guilty I couldnt stop eating, the WORST possible stuff too! I must have eaten a packet of Bourbons, had gammon roast dinner (with spuds n all) and a packet of crisps... stupidly I can say hand on heart that I honestly did not enjoy ANY of it. yes dinner was nice but I felt so guilty it couldnt be savoured. Then I felt so low after eating I reached for the biccies last night. I should have gone to bed, i can see that now but I was on a mission.... how the hell can it be possible to sabotage yourself??/
I am weighing 3lb up this morning from the last 2 days, so I am no longer in the 11s! I am determined to do it this week and I have a weeks worth of shakes left as had some left over from last time. So instead of WI on Weds I am gonna do next Tues and start fresh as of today! I have gone from being 9lb down in a few days to gaining 3 of em back and god knows what may happen on tmws scales... it didnt help it was a long weekend, fell out with the OH for a while and was stuck indoors with the 3 kids due to the weather and them being poorly. I was glad to see the back of the weekend so I can focus again today,
MIDWEEK is SO easy compared to the weekends. Why do we torture ourselves? I need a straightjacket or gag for OH to put on me to stop me eating when I get like that! Absolutely NO control! Silly thing is when I am NOT on LT I dont even eat that sort of thing, as soon as I start it I feel the need to eat them! Odd one I am!
Did you all have a more successful weekend than me? Excuse long post but its out in the open, today is a new day!
xxx
It started out lovely, had had a good few days from starting and then had an argument with him indoors so went to London for the day to see the family... got hungry and unprepared so had some chicken and fairy cake. not too bad I thought. Should have known from before that this leads to disaster.. yesterday was absolute HELL, despite me knowing it was wrong and feeling guilty I couldnt stop eating, the WORST possible stuff too! I must have eaten a packet of Bourbons, had gammon roast dinner (with spuds n all) and a packet of crisps... stupidly I can say hand on heart that I honestly did not enjoy ANY of it. yes dinner was nice but I felt so guilty it couldnt be savoured. Then I felt so low after eating I reached for the biccies last night. I should have gone to bed, i can see that now but I was on a mission.... how the hell can it be possible to sabotage yourself??/
I am weighing 3lb up this morning from the last 2 days, so I am no longer in the 11s! I am determined to do it this week and I have a weeks worth of shakes left as had some left over from last time. So instead of WI on Weds I am gonna do next Tues and start fresh as of today! I have gone from being 9lb down in a few days to gaining 3 of em back and god knows what may happen on tmws scales... it didnt help it was a long weekend, fell out with the OH for a while and was stuck indoors with the 3 kids due to the weather and them being poorly. I was glad to see the back of the weekend so I can focus again today,
MIDWEEK is SO easy compared to the weekends. Why do we torture ourselves? I need a straightjacket or gag for OH to put on me to stop me eating when I get like that! Absolutely NO control! Silly thing is when I am NOT on LT I dont even eat that sort of thing, as soon as I start it I feel the need to eat them! Odd one I am!
Did you all have a more successful weekend than me? Excuse long post but its out in the open, today is a new day!
xxx