MrsSlimToBeSample
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I was scared so I swerved it :cry:

well I kinda swerved it cause I was scared, we havn't been able to go shopping all week (been to busy working & then on days off all my days have been full doing cake orders and visiting) so no "proper" food as I call it to cook within my limits & ive pretty much just been skipping meals here & there thinking its better to skip completley & just have a bit of fruit (esp when not hungry) than eat a pizza for example. We went out on Fri night, all good intentions but it went drastically wrong as after a fair few voddie & diet cokes I thought "it would be ok" to switch to the wine and had a bottle of Rose as well, luckily I didn't have a take out on the way home and had a ham pitta at 2am when I got home lol but that meant Sat was complete hang over day and I didnt eat anything ALL DAY except a crisp sarnie about 3pm. Plus I had a birthday cake to bake & cupcakes which I did staggered Thurs & sat afternoon/evening for a birthdayday party order on sunday and I "tried" 2 cupcakes (no icing) to make sure they tasted OK

so all in all a REALLY REALLY bad week.
I didnt go to class becuase of ^^^ and I didnt want to see the scales, I also didnt go as I'm on 12 hour days and to go to class means I wouldnt of got to see my little boy yest (he isnt up before I leave the house in the am) and that was my "excuse" although not a poor excuse, still a little one as I probably could of made it to class right before it started jumped on the scales and left but then I kinda thought that I didnt wanna pay £5 for a quick flying visit either!
I really should of gone, i keep thinking Im back on track today but im not as i havnt planned my meals all week and wont have chance till thursday now, so today I had a Jacket Potato (B choice) and L.F Chilli from the canteen but I can't syn it as I dont know what they do to make their chilli!)
Also now my DH is complaining as now ive said I won't go out for our friends bday on Sat night (cause I can't trust myself to be sensible when I drink) and he said the "diet" (he calls it that not me) shouldnt control what I do in my life and he is right to a degree it shouldnt but till I get back on track I feel I need to steer clear from temptation!
Just a little rant to get it all out really thanks for reading
well I kinda swerved it cause I was scared, we havn't been able to go shopping all week (been to busy working & then on days off all my days have been full doing cake orders and visiting) so no "proper" food as I call it to cook within my limits & ive pretty much just been skipping meals here & there thinking its better to skip completley & just have a bit of fruit (esp when not hungry) than eat a pizza for example. We went out on Fri night, all good intentions but it went drastically wrong as after a fair few voddie & diet cokes I thought "it would be ok" to switch to the wine and had a bottle of Rose as well, luckily I didn't have a take out on the way home and had a ham pitta at 2am when I got home lol but that meant Sat was complete hang over day and I didnt eat anything ALL DAY except a crisp sarnie about 3pm. Plus I had a birthday cake to bake & cupcakes which I did staggered Thurs & sat afternoon/evening for a birthdayday party order on sunday and I "tried" 2 cupcakes (no icing) to make sure they tasted OK
I didnt go to class becuase of ^^^ and I didnt want to see the scales, I also didnt go as I'm on 12 hour days and to go to class means I wouldnt of got to see my little boy yest (he isnt up before I leave the house in the am) and that was my "excuse" although not a poor excuse, still a little one as I probably could of made it to class right before it started jumped on the scales and left but then I kinda thought that I didnt wanna pay £5 for a quick flying visit either!
I really should of gone, i keep thinking Im back on track today but im not as i havnt planned my meals all week and wont have chance till thursday now, so today I had a Jacket Potato (B choice) and L.F Chilli from the canteen but I can't syn it as I dont know what they do to make their chilli!)
Also now my DH is complaining as now ive said I won't go out for our friends bday on Sat night (cause I can't trust myself to be sensible when I drink) and he said the "diet" (he calls it that not me) shouldnt control what I do in my life and he is right to a degree it shouldnt but till I get back on track I feel I need to steer clear from temptation!
Just a little rant to get it all out really thanks for reading