amethyst
Banned
am in wales now, oh back in leicester only for 2 weeks though.. but i am so depressed, i could go down tescos right now and buy loads of food!!
didnt bother going to see my nana today cus i feel such a mess, so depressed, tired, ya know.. oh and i am out of ketosis cus i had to eat soemthing yesterday
please roll on 2 weeks, i cant cope with this time away...
wish i was in ketosis i wouldnt feel so hungry...
oh and i feel like going to hospital palpitations galore this weekend, had appointement booked for next week at the docs for blood and ecg (in leicester) but had to re schedule till the 19th may.. ages away... so i am just sat here panicking about that too..
omg my lifes such a mess at the mo...
i want andy i want food i want to feel ok.
oh and its totm too..
omg so sorry to rant, feel so much better getting this all off my chest now..
i still in my nighty, dog not moved of the sofa since 3.30am (oh left).. and i been trying to cat nap all day but baby keeps slapping me, pulling my hair etc lol..
didnt bother going to see my nana today cus i feel such a mess, so depressed, tired, ya know.. oh and i am out of ketosis cus i had to eat soemthing yesterday
please roll on 2 weeks, i cant cope with this time away...
wish i was in ketosis i wouldnt feel so hungry...
oh and i feel like going to hospital palpitations galore this weekend, had appointement booked for next week at the docs for blood and ecg (in leicester) but had to re schedule till the 19th may.. ages away... so i am just sat here panicking about that too..
omg my lifes such a mess at the mo...
i want andy i want food i want to feel ok.
oh and its totm too..
omg so sorry to rant, feel so much better getting this all off my chest now..
i still in my nighty, dog not moved of the sofa since 3.30am (oh left).. and i been trying to cat nap all day but baby keeps slapping me, pulling my hair etc lol..