This is a very hard post to make, it means admitting what a failure I am.
Last year, I lost a lot of weight on SS for my wedding. I went from a size 22 to wearing a size 12 wedding dress. I felt fantastic, everyone was so proud of me and constantly complimented me on how I looked. I bought so many clothes, things I would have never been able to wear before. It was amazing.
But for some reason only known to myself, after the wedding I just gave up, and went straight back to my old eating habits. The consequence of this is that I've put pretty much all the weight back on. There, I've said it.
I feel so ashamed, I hate going out, I try to avoid any social occasions as I feel people are going to think bad of me for putting the weight back on, I almost feel I've let them down, as well as myself.
I'm constantly tired again, I'm now a student nurse and after a shift can hardly walk, I'm sure it's because of carrying all the extra weight around.
Perhaps the most upsetting thing (to me!) is that I have a wardrobe full of lovely summery clothes that I bought last year that I haven't a hope of fitting into, and will have to put up with wearing huge shapeless things this year, unless I do something about it.
So having thought long and hard, I've decided to come back to CD. It worked so well last time, and I'm determind for it to work again. I can't believe I'm in this position after promising everyone and myself I would never go back to how I was "before", which is exactly what I have done :cry:
Oops, sorry for the mammoth post! Just to rub salt into the wound, I've attached pics before CD and then on my wedding day. I'm now back to how I was before. Help.
Corinne x
Last year, I lost a lot of weight on SS for my wedding. I went from a size 22 to wearing a size 12 wedding dress. I felt fantastic, everyone was so proud of me and constantly complimented me on how I looked. I bought so many clothes, things I would have never been able to wear before. It was amazing.
But for some reason only known to myself, after the wedding I just gave up, and went straight back to my old eating habits. The consequence of this is that I've put pretty much all the weight back on. There, I've said it.
I feel so ashamed, I hate going out, I try to avoid any social occasions as I feel people are going to think bad of me for putting the weight back on, I almost feel I've let them down, as well as myself.
I'm constantly tired again, I'm now a student nurse and after a shift can hardly walk, I'm sure it's because of carrying all the extra weight around.
Perhaps the most upsetting thing (to me!) is that I have a wardrobe full of lovely summery clothes that I bought last year that I haven't a hope of fitting into, and will have to put up with wearing huge shapeless things this year, unless I do something about it.
So having thought long and hard, I've decided to come back to CD. It worked so well last time, and I'm determind for it to work again. I can't believe I'm in this position after promising everyone and myself I would never go back to how I was "before", which is exactly what I have done :cry:
Oops, sorry for the mammoth post! Just to rub salt into the wound, I've attached pics before CD and then on my wedding day. I'm now back to how I was before. Help.
Corinne x