Daisy_Duke13
Full Member
Okay, so its day four and i think the diets hit me which doesnt help but i just am having the worst day ever....
First of all i had counselling for my eating etc this morning, which made me sob in there and feel a complete prat!!
Then i come home and my dad has sorted out his jeans for me, and given me the ones too big for him for me to try as i am refusing to buy clothes right now and mine are too small....i know its a kind gesture and he meant well but its made me feel like utter utter ****, being given your dads too big clothes.
Its starting to sink in that the split with the bf is for good now as it happened thurs and i think i still kinda thought we may sort it, but its quite clear we wont....
I know it sounds all so trivial but its really getting to me and all i want to do is sit and have a massive cry :cry:
Sorry for the rant!! Its just as much as my family try they just dont understand!!xxx
First of all i had counselling for my eating etc this morning, which made me sob in there and feel a complete prat!!
Then i come home and my dad has sorted out his jeans for me, and given me the ones too big for him for me to try as i am refusing to buy clothes right now and mine are too small....i know its a kind gesture and he meant well but its made me feel like utter utter ****, being given your dads too big clothes.
Its starting to sink in that the split with the bf is for good now as it happened thurs and i think i still kinda thought we may sort it, but its quite clear we wont....
I know it sounds all so trivial but its really getting to me and all i want to do is sit and have a massive cry :cry:
Sorry for the rant!! Its just as much as my family try they just dont understand!!xxx