and i ate yesterday. I hate myself for doing this. Why cant i stop myself? I come here often and read all your great stories. I start to believe myself. Yesterday I was at work all by myself and i ordered burgers. I nearly threw everything up after i ate. I didnt even enjoy the food. Now i have 5 days till my WI. DO i have a hope? Will i ever be slim 30 yr old who can have a baby? All my dreams down the drain.