HLBGirlie
I am determined
Hi everyone 
started a thread not so long ago not really realising what it was all about so I thought I'd give it anther go and hopefully I have more of an understanding of what i am suppose to be doing
My name is holly and I'm 21! I live in Milton Keynes and currently work in a school as a one to one support
ive always been a big person for as long as I can remember even when I was younger. I was a small baby and when I was a toddler I was constantly getting throat infections. So when I was 4 I had my tonsils removed and that's when my mum said but weight piled on be because I was ale to eat properly without being in pain lol
ive tired SW so many times before and don't get me wrong I had always lost weight but something would come up like a party or holiday and it would all go out the window and would never find a way of getting back not it. I even tried to do it from home, that's was an nightmare I was eat things and think oh don't worry no one will notice and before I knew it my clothes were getting smaller
My bf has always liked me the way I am but I am constantly trying to tell him I'm not happy with me. My 21st birthday was what topped it off for me when I thought I looked really nice and the day after I saw photos and thought oh my god what do i look like. I couldn't believe how big I actually looked. I didn't feel that big but I knew I was big if that's makes any sense
But still it took me from September to the November for me to actually join back to SW and since then i lost 11 in my 1st week
1 stone in 2 weeks
I've complete my club 10 and a pound away from 2 stone. Would of been 1/2 but gained 1/2 pound over new year
lost 3 pound over Christmas though which I was really pleased with
starting aqua aerobics and bokwa this week and next so really looking forward to starting this year with a bang
Thank you all for taking the time to read this. Support is what I need from people who understand like yourself
cheers again
Holly x
started a thread not so long ago not really realising what it was all about so I thought I'd give it anther go and hopefully I have more of an understanding of what i am suppose to be doing
My name is holly and I'm 21! I live in Milton Keynes and currently work in a school as a one to one support
ive always been a big person for as long as I can remember even when I was younger. I was a small baby and when I was a toddler I was constantly getting throat infections. So when I was 4 I had my tonsils removed and that's when my mum said but weight piled on be because I was ale to eat properly without being in pain lol
ive tired SW so many times before and don't get me wrong I had always lost weight but something would come up like a party or holiday and it would all go out the window and would never find a way of getting back not it. I even tried to do it from home, that's was an nightmare I was eat things and think oh don't worry no one will notice and before I knew it my clothes were getting smaller
My bf has always liked me the way I am but I am constantly trying to tell him I'm not happy with me. My 21st birthday was what topped it off for me when I thought I looked really nice and the day after I saw photos and thought oh my god what do i look like. I couldn't believe how big I actually looked. I didn't feel that big but I knew I was big if that's makes any sense
But still it took me from September to the November for me to actually join back to SW and since then i lost 11 in my 1st week
starting aqua aerobics and bokwa this week and next so really looking forward to starting this year with a bang
Thank you all for taking the time to read this. Support is what I need from people who understand like yourself
cheers again
Holly x