to join the gym...
i know what your all thinking PA.THE.TIC.
i really want to, my uni gym in only £100 for the whole year so it works out at £8 a month, thats the gym and as many classes as you want, its barginous!
i just cant get to that first step of going in and joining, i keep putting it off and putting it off and stalling.
Im scared of it being full of sports students and me being the fat (horrendously) unfit one on the treadmill.
Because im so self conscious anyway, i just dread the thought of it - ive spoke to my boyf about it and he's right in that he said, noone cares that ive joined or that im there, people are there for the same thing and at least im doing it, but its easier said than done i guess.
the annoying thing is that i know if i did the gym alongside SF, my losses would be massive.grrrr.
moan over for tonight!!
i know what your all thinking PA.THE.TIC.
i really want to, my uni gym in only £100 for the whole year so it works out at £8 a month, thats the gym and as many classes as you want, its barginous!
i just cant get to that first step of going in and joining, i keep putting it off and putting it off and stalling.
Im scared of it being full of sports students and me being the fat (horrendously) unfit one on the treadmill.
Because im so self conscious anyway, i just dread the thought of it - ive spoke to my boyf about it and he's right in that he said, noone cares that ive joined or that im there, people are there for the same thing and at least im doing it, but its easier said than done i guess.
the annoying thing is that i know if i did the gym alongside SF, my losses would be massive.grrrr.
moan over for tonight!!