Just popping my head in ;o) x

[SacredSilence]

So sorry that I`m so hit & miss on here. I still have you in my thoughts, Even if I`m not posting x And I keep in touch with some of you on Facebook

I hope you have all survived Easter without being too naughty I wish I could say that was so for myself :sigh:

I have also given up my day time job (can`t remember if I said about it before, Got a brain like a sieve!) so have been a lot less active. So that, Coupled with too much chocolate at Easter and waaay too many carbs = I`m a big fatty I need to lose about 6lbs :cry:

I went to the Water For Elephants Prem in London last week. "camped out" (basically was sat in the street with a summer(!) sleeping bag) with friends, Froze my arse off and got zero sleep in the hope of meeting Robert Pattinson. I got my wish, And he signed my How To Be DVD (one of my fave films of his) and had my photo taken with him and I HATE it :cry::cry::cry:

It`s probably a once in a lifetime thing and I look about 50st in it and can`t even proudly show that I finally got to meet him in the flesh and talk to him, I am SO SO gutted!! :cry:

I have hospital again in a couple of weeks or so (not sure of the date cos I suck & have lost it )I really don`t see me losing the weight before then so I`m unsure what to do You can guarantee that if I go and am weighing heavy, They`ll say I`ve finally got funding as long as I haven`t gained & will weigh me

I have no-one to blame but myself

Anyway, I`ll shut up whinging! I hope you`re all having a lovely weekend, Miss you all!! Xxx

 

[*Shanny*]

Nice to hear from you again Lise x

 

[SacredSilence]

Thanks hun, I hope you`re well? xxX

 

[Chelsea Lou]

Lise, you've got my disease.......pulling myself to shreds in photos. The camera absolutely hates me with a passion!!!!! Everyone tells me that I look great but I don't see it myself. I've seen your pics and you look lovely in them........honestly you do, so show them with pride. As for the 6lbs, you'll have that off in no time Go on girlie, just think of the TT xxxx

 

[SacredSilence]

Thanks Jess & Chels x

Well I phoned to check when my hospital appt was and it was 2 days later So I said I was unable to make it and it`s rebooked for 2nd June.

I`m still about 3-4lbs up from when I last went (though I`m the same weight I was when they actually weighed me the time before). There is no way on the planet I will shift that before my appt with my naff body :sigh: so I have decided to CD it for the next week starting from tomorrow.

I`m hoping I manage to lose the 3-4lbs as I know what my body is like and anything more would be a real bonus as it would be nice to lose more incase I weigh heavy on that day.

I really don`t know what is going to happen at this appt, My PS was really peeved about the fact that I need the surgery and that it was a blatent case of postcode lottery as he was getting referrals from London. I`m hoping that his shirty letter has done the trick and that I have had funding approved. (if he sent what he said into his dictaphone thingy lol)

Does anyone know if I can drink my Massala Chai tea on CD?

Hope everyone has a great week Xxx

 

[PamelaViktoria]

Yay for you!

 

[SacredSilence]

Thankyou Just REALLY hope I get my TT. I have a feeling it'll be a no for funding again tho x