im on holiday at the moment reached my target just before we came away x ive tried to relax a little ive stayed true to sw but relaxed a little on my syns x last day today and i fell at final hurdle and have made myself feel ill on deserts !! Great lesson though as i used to feel like this everyday and or some reason thought i was happy with that feeling !! I absolutely love my sw and the food i can eat and enjoy and eel good about x i wouldnt want to go back to my old ways and i hope im not ever stupid enough to ! X