syren
from FAT to FIT
I have to admit I've lurked this site for over a year, dreaming of the day I would have the courage to post.
I decided I would only post when I was truly ready to start my journey, and here it is !
I'm 40 and fat and miserable. I weigh 284 lbs according to the scale 5 minutes ago. My goal weight is a realistic 165 lbs that I hope to attain by one year from today. October 24 2011.
Ideally I'd love to lose the majority of the weight by June 7th which is my wedding anniversary date. This is a crucial date for me as my husband and I have recently separated. We didn't separate because of my weight, we separated because I'm a miserable woman right now and my weight is to blame, it consumes every aspect of my life. I want to prove to him and myself that I am finally serious about my weight issues and how it has affected my life and ours and I want to have an anniversary to celebrate.
I'm looking forward to the journey and getting my life back
~syren
I decided I would only post when I was truly ready to start my journey, and here it is !
I'm 40 and fat and miserable. I weigh 284 lbs according to the scale 5 minutes ago. My goal weight is a realistic 165 lbs that I hope to attain by one year from today. October 24 2011.
Ideally I'd love to lose the majority of the weight by June 7th which is my wedding anniversary date. This is a crucial date for me as my husband and I have recently separated. We didn't separate because of my weight, we separated because I'm a miserable woman right now and my weight is to blame, it consumes every aspect of my life. I want to prove to him and myself that I am finally serious about my weight issues and how it has affected my life and ours and I want to have an anniversary to celebrate.
I'm looking forward to the journey and getting my life back
~syren