Thanks for your posts folks
Not sure what happened with my first entry, I was mucking about with it and when I logged back in today it had gone!?? Anyway, it suits really as I've struggled to get started with Exante this time round so today is yet again my Day 1....I'm not giving up as one day I will start it and it WILL be the last Day 1 ever !
Anyway so far so good today....had 2 packs and am waiting for 6pm to roll on in so I can have my yummy thai chicken soup!! Not sure what's clicked in my head today but something has! I think it's the realisation that this is the only way I'm going to lose my weight and I only have 2 years to do it before I will more than likely develop diabetes (due to having gestational diabetes with both of my pregnancies).
I've been thinking a lot about it all since having my 2nd daughter and I don't want my girls growing up with a bad relationship with food like I did just because their Mum has issues with it. SOOOOO I want to break this journey down into 3 parts, the part where I lose weight, the part where I learn to love food again but in a healthy way and change my relationship with it for good and part 3 - feelign totally 100% happy and healthy in myself knowing I'll never EVER be this way again in my life, physically or mentally. As far as I'm concerned, hitting goal is the easy part, it will be the changing my thought process and my food habits/relationship that will be the hard part...anyone can lose weight, it's the losing the wrong mentality that's harder!
I'll leave it there for now, I hope anyone that may happen to read this is having a great, positive day today

I'll be back tomorrow to bang on how well I've done about getting through my first 100% day

xx