Morning everone,
Just thought I'd see if anyone else feels/has felt like I do at the moment. I think I'm going insane!
Today is day 5 SS for me. I SOoo badly wanted to eat yesterday - never felt such a strong urge. I didn't cheat at all though, so that has to be an improvememnt on old habits.
My moods are shot though! I feel blue all the time. I'm tetchy at best, raging mad at worse. Either that, or crying at nothingness.
Poor DH. I've treated him so unfairly. We're usually a very tactile couple, but I won't let him come near to even kiss or cuddle me. I think partly it's 'cause my breath is disgusting which I hate.
Then there's my beautiful baby. He's 14.5 months old & must be so confused by my mood swings. Everything feels liks such an effort at the moment. I love him so very much, but just feel kind of flat all the time.
I feel guilty for feeling like this 'cause I am so Blessed with an adorable baby and DH who I know loves me without reserve.
I don't know if it's depression creaping back in or just because I'm so sick of dieting/gaining weight/eating for comfort etc etc.
Sorry, this is such a pants post to put on here.
Feel free to ignore me
Just thought I'd see if anyone else feels/has felt like I do at the moment. I think I'm going insane!
Today is day 5 SS for me. I SOoo badly wanted to eat yesterday - never felt such a strong urge. I didn't cheat at all though, so that has to be an improvememnt on old habits.
My moods are shot though! I feel blue all the time. I'm tetchy at best, raging mad at worse. Either that, or crying at nothingness.
Poor DH. I've treated him so unfairly. We're usually a very tactile couple, but I won't let him come near to even kiss or cuddle me. I think partly it's 'cause my breath is disgusting which I hate.
Then there's my beautiful baby. He's 14.5 months old & must be so confused by my mood swings. Everything feels liks such an effort at the moment. I love him so very much, but just feel kind of flat all the time.
I feel guilty for feeling like this 'cause I am so Blessed with an adorable baby and DH who I know loves me without reserve.
I don't know if it's depression creaping back in or just because I'm so sick of dieting/gaining weight/eating for comfort etc etc.
Sorry, this is such a pants post to put on here.
Feel free to ignore me