hayleyjayne1
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Starting this a little late but thought it would be useful to write down my thoughts each day so i can look back when im struggling and hopefully keep myself on track!
Start (25th May): 14st2
Current (1st June): 13st 6
Next wi: 8th June
Why i'm doing this
DAY 13
Been a rollercoaster already for me, was 100% SS+ for the first week and lost 10lbs which i was super pleased with, but then the bank holiday has thrown me completely. I went to stay with friends (who dont know im on Cambridge) so came off plan for 2 days, i started again Monday evening and have been 100% since so hoping i wont have gained this week but we shall see!
I havent told everyone because I'm embarrassed that this is what it's come to for me, but i'm starting to think its going to be impossible to do without telling others! My OH knows and is fully supportive (and is a complete fitness freak so is helping me on that side too), and my sister/parents know but i haven't told anyone at work or any friends.... will have to think about this one.
I'm not away for the next 3 weeks now so want to have a good run, then i go to Barcelona for 3 days so am very likely to come off plan.
Trying to remember how i felt monday night after a few days of drinking and eating crap and keeping that for when im tempted to cheat. I felt fat, bloated, guilty and annoyed with myself. not good feelings!
Hayley
Start (25th May): 14st2
Current (1st June): 13st 6
Next wi: 8th June
Why i'm doing this
- Getting married next year is a big motivator; im having my dress made and first fitting is October
- To feel confident and happy; fed up of not wanting to go out because i can't find anything to wear
- To inspire others around me to improve their health; a number of people in my family are overweight so im hoping if i can show them what can be done, they'll join me
- To have more energy; i want to wake up each morning looking forward to the day ahead!
DAY 13
Been a rollercoaster already for me, was 100% SS+ for the first week and lost 10lbs which i was super pleased with, but then the bank holiday has thrown me completely. I went to stay with friends (who dont know im on Cambridge) so came off plan for 2 days, i started again Monday evening and have been 100% since so hoping i wont have gained this week but we shall see!
I havent told everyone because I'm embarrassed that this is what it's come to for me, but i'm starting to think its going to be impossible to do without telling others! My OH knows and is fully supportive (and is a complete fitness freak so is helping me on that side too), and my sister/parents know but i haven't told anyone at work or any friends.... will have to think about this one.
I'm not away for the next 3 weeks now so want to have a good run, then i go to Barcelona for 3 days so am very likely to come off plan.
Trying to remember how i felt monday night after a few days of drinking and eating crap and keeping that for when im tempted to cheat. I felt fat, bloated, guilty and annoyed with myself. not good feelings!
Hayley