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if only it was that easy.

i dont know if you recall me telling you about my friend who was beaten up last Saturday night (early hours of sunday) and in a coma....well he died at 11.30pm last night so im on auto pilot today. my partner came and took me out for lunch and i ended up having steak pie and chips and just eating the whole lot, i didnt think i was hungry but must have been!
Oh that's terrible. Nothing I can say really it's just too awful
 
if only it was that easy.

i dont know if you recall me telling you about my friend who was beaten up last Saturday night (early hours of sunday) and in a coma....well he died at 11.30pm last night so im on auto pilot today. my partner came and took me out for lunch and i ended up having steak pie and chips and just eating the whole lot, i didnt think i was hungry but must have been!

Im so sorry to hear this MB, big hugs xx
 
Hi MB,
Thinking of you over this week and sending you more hugs!

Take care and talk to you soon
Bren
XXX
 
right then, for the past 2 weeks i have had enough, come of the diet completely and eaten what i like, mainly sweets, cakes, pizza's etc etc etc i know this isnt good for me as all my old symptoms are coming back such as tired, irratable, itchy legs, runny nose, blocked synasus etc etc and of course i have put weight on. i have taken down my certificates and jacked it in all together.

i do want to get back on with it, but at the moment my head really really isnt in it. i know there is nothing anyone can really say to kick my head back into gear but i shall get my self sorted and start again....i hope, before i get back up to 13stone.
 
HEY MB,
You know sometimes just talking will help. Dont try and push yourself to do something your not ready for. you've been through a very sad patch at the moment and perhaps just keep your self busy and eat healthy but dont watch your portions too much, maybe some low calorie desserts like the WW one's or frozen yoghurt.

The important thing is to get your mind and heart feeling happier. Anytime you need to chat PM me...

love you lots and take care babe!

Brenda
XXXX
 
cheers :) im sure i will get back on track...im thinking of starting again on the 1st Sept', got a lot going on till then, its a monday and i will weigh myself, write it down then weigh myself every monday after that. i hoping new month, new start. but im not sure what to do, whether to start witht the Atkins plan then progress that to the SW red days (cos its healthy but generally the same) or just to stick to SW. the atkins plan worked very well for me in the past and after the first 2 weeks of will power you dont crave sugar (which, as we all know is my down fall).......not sure yet, am thinking on it.

it will all be good in the end, im sure
 
You have to do what is right for you but whichever plan you choose to follow we will all be behind you 100%
 
AGREE with Taz.
Sometimes your need a change and other times you know what is right for you. Anyways we are all here for ya.
x
 
Funeral is tommorow, i went to New Look (which i hate) in my dinner time to buy some 'normal' clothes cos i dont think my Emo Goth mix would go down well, yes i have lots of black but most of it has a skull somewere and not really what you want lol.

*cough* anyways desipte being really rubbish of late and so ashamed that i havnt even been on here as much...despite all that and the weight gain i still managed to get a nice below knee length pencil style skirt in a New Look 12! that made me feel a bit better.

we are also getting another dog as a friend for my current dog Defa, so this may spur me into more walks

hope you all are well

xbunnyx
 
Hi hun, I haven't been around much lately but I have been reading your diary and I am so sorry about what happened to your friend. I hope tomorrow goes as well as can be expected and take care. We are all here if you need us xx
 
:hug99:is all I wanna say for now xxxxxxx
 
i give up. went to the funeral on Friday, both the worst funeral i have ever been to and in some ways one of the best, there were so many people there that most had to stand, his poor sister had to practically be carried down after the coffin cos she was in such a state, but the amount of people there and the amount of people crying, men and woman, just showed how many lives he had touched in his short life.

on a lighter note it was my friends birthday on Saturday and we were all looking forward to a good relaxed night out but then on the way out of the door my partner got a phone call to tell us his friend had died in a motorbike accident a couple of hours previous, he had been hit by a fire enguine. why he was out on his bike in such horrid weather i dont know but fair to say we only stayed out for an hour then came back home...........well at least i have a funeral outfit ready. *sigh*. just dont know whats going on in the world.
 
Hi
Just catching up on some threads and just read yours - so sorry to hear of your friend and your partners friend, such tragic waste of lives.
Irene
 
OMG that's awful hun. You really are having a tough time of it at the moment. ((((((((((Hugs)))))))))) for you and your partner x x
 
i know it just all seems to be going on around us all at once.

but we made a decision last night to try not to well in the sad mood that has come over us and is making me not cook and just eat junk (iv managed to put 9lbs on) so my partner is ringing the gym today to book an induction so we can start going there and burn off some anger and fat at the same time
 
Well done to both of you, you have a great attitude and turning the sad times into good energy will make you both much stronger people. keep us updated with how you are getting on x
 
i hope your feeling better, just read about what happened and its just awful. try and stay strong x
 
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