My job pays for my gym membership but I'm required to go to 2 classes a week or 8 in one month. Awesome right? Wrong! Because if I don't do the required amount of classes, I have to pay $57 USD. I did 3 Zumba classes and made myself look silly but I was okay with that because I could keep up. But due to scheduled changes, I won't be able to attend Zumba as often. They offer a lot of classes but I'm embarrassed. What if I can't keep up? What if I have to stop? What if I can't do what they're doing? Do I just stop and stare and wait till they move to something easier? Most people are fit that go there...and then, there's me. I know, I know...I'm being too hard on myself but I can't just tell my brain to shut up and expect it to listen every time. I want to do kickboxing and kettle bell classes and all sorts of fun stuff. But I talk myself out of it. I know people have been through this/are going through it. Any advice? Ideas to make it better? Thanks!