RacieTracie
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Thought Id start this diary to keep me motivated!!
Im a re-starter on Cambridge and started again on Tuesday 5th Sept.
My starting weight was 15 st 8lbs
I think ive gotten to the stage where enough is enough!
On the 6th Sept i ended my relationship with my b/f. We were only together 6 months, and amoungst other reasons, he didnt support me on this diet and would often bring round choc when he noticed i wasnt eating etc. saying i was fine as i was etc etc and ive decided that i dont need anyone in my life like that anymore. Instead of being happy to see him, it got to the stage where i was dreading him coming round, so i know it was the right thing to do.
so, on SSing, Every time I got through another hour, i was really proud and here i find myself on day 4, coming up to the end of day 4 and ive only just had my first pack.
I have reached day 2 plenty of times but day 4 hasnt happened for a very long time.
I weighed myself today and I weigh 15 1 so since Tuesday ive lost 7 lbs which im over the moon about.
Ive finally realized that the life i lead isnt the life i want. ive never ever put myself first and its time to make changes.
Im hoping it'll make me a better person and a better mum and maybe this time,i wont sell myself short, accepting 2nd, 3rd best.
I dont deny that its going to be hard, im abit scared coz ive not really got much will power.
Being a single parent to my 5 daughters (10,8,6,5,2) is very hard but im blessed and it'll all be worth it.
ok, so here i go, i hope no more self sabotage as that was a huge part of it.
im looking forward to getting to 14 stone something for the time being
Tracie
Im a re-starter on Cambridge and started again on Tuesday 5th Sept.
My starting weight was 15 st 8lbs
I think ive gotten to the stage where enough is enough!
On the 6th Sept i ended my relationship with my b/f. We were only together 6 months, and amoungst other reasons, he didnt support me on this diet and would often bring round choc when he noticed i wasnt eating etc. saying i was fine as i was etc etc and ive decided that i dont need anyone in my life like that anymore. Instead of being happy to see him, it got to the stage where i was dreading him coming round, so i know it was the right thing to do.
so, on SSing, Every time I got through another hour, i was really proud and here i find myself on day 4, coming up to the end of day 4 and ive only just had my first pack.
I have reached day 2 plenty of times but day 4 hasnt happened for a very long time.
I weighed myself today and I weigh 15 1 so since Tuesday ive lost 7 lbs which im over the moon about.
Ive finally realized that the life i lead isnt the life i want. ive never ever put myself first and its time to make changes.
Im hoping it'll make me a better person and a better mum and maybe this time,i wont sell myself short, accepting 2nd, 3rd best.
I dont deny that its going to be hard, im abit scared coz ive not really got much will power.
Being a single parent to my 5 daughters (10,8,6,5,2) is very hard but im blessed and it'll all be worth it.
ok, so here i go, i hope no more self sabotage as that was a huge part of it.
im looking forward to getting to 14 stone something for the time being
Tracie