NatashaAnne
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I feel like this diary is my last step before seeking medical help. I dont want to burdon anyone with my problems but I hope admitting I have a problem and putting it out there in black and white is the first step to getting better....
I have had problems with food for as long as I can remember, over eating, starving myself, binge purging I could go on.
I have been as skinny as 8 stone and after my first child I tipped the scales at 17 stone.
After my second child i managed to get down to an almost healthy 11 Stone but being in a new relationship it crept back upto 12 stone.
After my breakup in August I got myself into healthy mode and hit the gym (im a regular gym goer anyhow) and got my weight down to a healthy 10.6 stone and felt better than I had done in years!
The past few weeks I have skipped the gym and found old eating habits creeping back. I will eat well all day then come night time when I am on my own feeling bored and down I will binge, then be sick, then binge again and so on untill I take myself to bed!
I start this diary today at 10.10 stone. still a healthy weight for my 5'5.
This diary for me is about keeping track of what im doing and being completly honest about what ive eaten. I dont want to hide it any more and I want to be healthy not just for my sake but for my childens sake too.
Heres to recovering...x
I have had problems with food for as long as I can remember, over eating, starving myself, binge purging I could go on.
I have been as skinny as 8 stone and after my first child I tipped the scales at 17 stone.
After my second child i managed to get down to an almost healthy 11 Stone but being in a new relationship it crept back upto 12 stone.
After my breakup in August I got myself into healthy mode and hit the gym (im a regular gym goer anyhow) and got my weight down to a healthy 10.6 stone and felt better than I had done in years!
The past few weeks I have skipped the gym and found old eating habits creeping back. I will eat well all day then come night time when I am on my own feeling bored and down I will binge, then be sick, then binge again and so on untill I take myself to bed!
I start this diary today at 10.10 stone. still a healthy weight for my 5'5.
This diary for me is about keeping track of what im doing and being completly honest about what ive eaten. I dont want to hide it any more and I want to be healthy not just for my sake but for my childens sake too.
Heres to recovering...x