Welcome back hon, hope you are still hanging in there.
I've stopped and started so many times now it's not even funny, gaining and losing so much weight each time for no reason other than I just wanted to pig out. =/ This time is different though, I'm focused, I have a motivation and I'm determined that no matter what, even if I slip up (which in these past 13 weeks I have a couple of times) I will keep going as though it never happend and WILL do it.
A lot of us here have been through it, you're not alone. Don't beat yourself up about slipping, as long as it's a lesson learned it's not been in vain.
Keep up the good work and best of luck x