jackdaniels
Member
In only a number of months, I have gained 2 stone which I lost previously. I know the reason behind it, I have gone back to my old eating habits of eating pure junk....cakes, chocolate, biscuits, cereals, etc. My family were very proud of me for my loss and kept telling me i'd done amazing and how great I looked.
Obviously now I don't look so great - infact I look dreadful. None of my clothes fit and all I want to do is wear baggy clothes and eat.
My mum has a 70th Birthday Party next weekend and I have been trying to lose the weight for then as lots of family/friends are going to be there (who haven't seen me SINCE the weight went on, the last time they saw me I'd lost the 2st and looked/felt great!) I have obviously failed to lose the weight, a few weeks ago, I started Cambridge diet - I would do a couple of days then be so hungry I would buy junk food.
I now can not sleep I am that worried about this party, I can not go. My head is telling me I can not go. I wont look good, I wont feel good, I will feel embarrassed that all the weight has gone on. I can not let them all see me. I am even googling 'how to lose a stone in a week' in desperation - I know it is not possible.
I don't have anyone to talk to about this, I just needed to vent and let it out. Thanks for listening x
Obviously now I don't look so great - infact I look dreadful. None of my clothes fit and all I want to do is wear baggy clothes and eat.
My mum has a 70th Birthday Party next weekend and I have been trying to lose the weight for then as lots of family/friends are going to be there (who haven't seen me SINCE the weight went on, the last time they saw me I'd lost the 2st and looked/felt great!) I have obviously failed to lose the weight, a few weeks ago, I started Cambridge diet - I would do a couple of days then be so hungry I would buy junk food.
I now can not sleep I am that worried about this party, I can not go. My head is telling me I can not go. I wont look good, I wont feel good, I will feel embarrassed that all the weight has gone on. I can not let them all see me. I am even googling 'how to lose a stone in a week' in desperation - I know it is not possible.
I don't have anyone to talk to about this, I just needed to vent and let it out. Thanks for listening x